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1Such sweet sorrow Empty Such sweet sorrow Thu Aug 13, 2009 4:31 am

Miuki_Kosuki

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She stood in the middel of the field, the rain pouring down on her. Her hood was up, but giveing little protection from the rain. Her cloths were soaked. Her head was bowed, and she was stareing at the ground. Her hands were in her pockets. Her body was also shakeing lightly. The gray clouds coverd the sky, and thunder rolled in the distance. She forgot how long she had been there... Just standing in the middel of the field stareing at the ground. She sighed lightly and lifted her head, looking at the forest in front of her. She wished he would come threw the trees.... Just like he always did. A singil tear ran down her face, as she remeberd. He was gone. He was dead. The pain she felt in her heart, was almost debilitateing. It was hard for her to stand, and breath. Her hair was plasterd to her face, from the rain. She didnt want to belive what she knew was the truth. Lonleyness. She had felt it before, but nothing like this. They always fought with eachother, but they were brother and sister. It was normal. She always knew he did love her though. She loved him to. He was her brother. She always loved him. No matter what he did, or what the fought over. She relied on him. He always came to her resque when she needed it. And when ever she was depressed, she would come to this field, and wait for him. He always came no matter what. Now.... He wasent commeing. He was gone. She needed him. He was the only one who really understood her. She sighed lightly, not wanting to leave the field. This was there place. It was the only place, she could be alone, to remeber her brother. The way she wanted to. everyone kept telling her storys about him when he was a kid. Things she didnt know about. To her it felt like they were ruining her memorys of him. She hated it. So she ran to the field to remeber him, they way she knew him. She sat down on the ground, not careing that it was wet, and she pulled her knees to her chest her arms wraped around her legs. She rested her forehead on her knees, and completly broke down crying. She heard someone walk into the field, but ignored it. She then felt a hand on her back, and she looked up to look at the person who touched her back

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2Such sweet sorrow Empty Re: Such sweet sorrow Thu Aug 13, 2009 5:56 am

KuragariAme

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Xian looked down at the crying girl. She looked familiar but she couldnt be sure. "Are you okay?" She asked her. Where haveI seen her before? Se kept mentaly asking herself. It was so weird. the story she was told of was that she had went out for a horse back ride one day and was knocked off her horse. When she awoke she had no memory of anything. Not even her own name. So she had decided to call herself Xian. She had decided to talk to this girl hoping to discover somthing about herself, but when she saw her crying she could only think of helping her. "Is somthing wrong? Can I help?" She asked, knowing the concern was shining through her eyes and leaking out her voice. She hoped the girl didnt think it fake.

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3Such sweet sorrow Empty Re: Such sweet sorrow Thu Aug 13, 2009 6:16 am

Miuki_Kosuki

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She looked up at the girl, hearing her concern. She wondered why anyone would have concern for her. Becouse of the rain, her vision was a little blurry. She stood uo so she could get a better look at the girl. She looked her dead in the face, and her eyes widend. "Casey! Its me, Rebecca." Then she hugged Casey. She had hard about the accident, and her parents wouldent let her see her. She knew she didnt remeber her, but she was just glad to see her. She needed a friend.

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4Such sweet sorrow Empty Re: Such sweet sorrow Thu Aug 13, 2009 6:28 am

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Xian was shocked by the sudden hug. Was te girl deluted? Or did she knw somthing about her? Xian got a flash of memory of a hug shared with a friend exactly like the one this girl "Rebecca" was sharing with her now. She couldnt make out the face though She despratly wanted to. All she could plainly see was the smile on the face. A tear slid down her cheek. She gasped and wiped it away then hugged the girl back. "So your names Rebecca? Nice name. I'm Xian. Or thats what I go by. Are you okay? I saw you crying and you called me Casey...a friend of yours?" Xian aske not trying to hurt Rebecca's feelings. She hoped the girls wasnt mentaly unstable. If she said the wrong thing she might go crazy......but she didnt seem like she was. And wh was Casey? Xian wonderd. She needed to know. She had a feeling Rebecca knew somthing about her.

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5Such sweet sorrow Empty Re: Such sweet sorrow Thu Aug 13, 2009 6:45 am

Miuki_Kosuki

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She looked at the girl "I know you dont remeber much, but your name is Casey. My name is Rebecca. You and me were best friends befoe you had the accident. Im dateing your brother" And she looked at the girl, hopeing she would get some regignition of her

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6Such sweet sorrow Empty Re: Such sweet sorrow Thu Aug 13, 2009 6:53 am

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Xian stared blankly into Rebecca's eyes. She looked deep into them and just as she was starting to give up, her memory gave her one flash. a boy, she couldnt see his face, and Rebbeca smiling and laughing with her. "that boy is my brother?" Xian asked. "He does look abit like me...." xian said wrinkling he forehead tring desperatly to remember. "I'm sorry Rebecca.....I cant remember anything....." She said sadly. "I wish I could....." She said anoher tear gently rolling down he cheek.

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7Such sweet sorrow Empty Re: Such sweet sorrow Thu Aug 13, 2009 6:58 am

Miuki_Kosuki

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She wiped the tear away "Its fine. And yes. His name is Jared." Then she pulls her wallet out of her pocket, and opens it, showing her the pictures. Ther was one of you and Jared. One of her and you smileing. Then there was one of her, you and Jared all togeather. She smiled lightly at you, hopeing the pictures would help

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8Such sweet sorrow Empty Re: Such sweet sorrow Thu Aug 13, 2009 7:03 am

KuragariAme

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"OW!" She looked away from the pictures. It had helped. She remeberd Jared bt sh ws remembering too much too fast. She held her hand to her head. Weither it hurt or not, she wanted to know who she was.

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9Such sweet sorrow Empty Re: Such sweet sorrow Thu Aug 13, 2009 7:08 am

Miuki_Kosuki

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She put her wallet away "How about we head to my house. Maybe something there will help. It might seem a bit depressing. My brother just died so my house is kinda depressiong. We could try your house if you want" She asked looking at you. She wouldent mind going to your house. She haddent seen Jared for awhile. She could use him right now. And less to remind her of her brother.

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10Such sweet sorrow Empty Re: Such sweet sorrow Thu Aug 13, 2009 7:12 am

KuragariAme

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Xian Smiled and nodded. "My house....." She said. And followed Rebecca.

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11Such sweet sorrow Empty Re: Such sweet sorrow Thu Aug 13, 2009 7:20 am

Miuki_Kosuki

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She smiled lightly, glad to see you smileing again. She then led you out of the woods, and down the road. She walked up to a house, and knocked on the door. Someone opend the door and she smiled lightly. Her cloths were still soaked, so they were dripping with water. "Becky!" Just then the person who answerd the door, hugged her "I heard what happend to Jax. I sorry" She laughed lightly, hugging him back "Its fine Jared... But I found Casey" Then she looked behind her at you. Jared looked at you to and smiled lightly. He then pulled me in along with you and got us some towels so we could dry off

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12Such sweet sorrow Empty Re: Such sweet sorrow Thu Aug 13, 2009 7:34 am

KuragariAme

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Xian looked around the house and a flash of memory came with a flash of pain. Xian held her head and tried not to show it was hurting her. She feard if they knew it was hurting her they would stop helping her remember. So she smiled and pretended it didnt hurt eveytime she looked at a picure or somthing.

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13Such sweet sorrow Empty Re: Such sweet sorrow Thu Aug 13, 2009 7:40 am

Miuki_Kosuki

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She took the towel Jared had handed her, and she took off her jaket and started to dry her hair. She walked over to Casey, and dried her hair and smiled lightly "Anything comeing back?" She asked looking at you

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14Such sweet sorrow Empty Re: Such sweet sorrow Thu Aug 13, 2009 7:52 am

KuragariAme

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Xian laughed alittle remembering another time when smeone did that to her hair.....was it Rebecca. "Yes.....somethings are acctualy.....maybe we should se my room....?" She said wondering if she even had one.

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15Such sweet sorrow Empty Re: Such sweet sorrow Thu Aug 13, 2009 8:00 am

Miuki_Kosuki

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She looked at Jared "Im ganna go change. Why dont you take her to her room." He nodded "k" then he took you to your room, while she went into another room to go change

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16Such sweet sorrow Empty Re: Such sweet sorrow Thu Aug 13, 2009 8:09 am

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Xian had just gotten her first look a the room and one foot in th door when the memories flooded her mind making the pain so intense she wanted to rip her own head off. "Argh!" She screamed turning around and running back towars the front door. Her head was a mess and everything was blurry. She felt dizzy and she didnt know which way she was going she pulled open a door to find it was the one she was looking for. The front door. She ran out the door hearing Jared running behind her she didnt slow down she ran and ran until she reached her favorite spot deep in the woods with a weeping willow tree and a river with the most soothing sounds she had ever heard. She curled up into a tight ball undernath the willow tree and cried. Her head hurt so much she couldnt think straight. She just sat there and cried waiting for her agony to end. She finaly cried herself to sleep.

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17Such sweet sorrow Empty Re: Such sweet sorrow Fri Aug 14, 2009 5:07 am

Miuki_Kosuki

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She stands in the door way with Jared, watching you run off. She looked at him and he looked at her. They both sighed and she grabed her jacket "Im ganna go look for her........ Im not loseing her... not again." Jared smiled lightly and nodded. She walked out the door, and he stood in the door way watching her. She pulled her hood up and walked into the woods. As she walked, her hands were in her back pockets, and just in case, she lightly gripped the swich blade that was in her back right pocket. As she walked, the quiet sobs got louder. She finnaly came to a clearing with a willow tree, and a river. She saw you under the tree and saw that you were asleep. She walked over to you and smiled lightly "Remeberd to muc to soon.... You should have told us it was hurting you. Then she sat down next to you and closed her eyes her hands in her pockets, and slowly fell asleep

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18Such sweet sorrow Empty Re: Such sweet sorrow Fri Aug 14, 2009 10:35 am

KuragariAme

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Flashes of memory clouded her mind, she couldnt rest even in sleep. She could feel herself tossing and turning. She saw images of people she didnt know, yet they were there, in her mind. She felt herself turn, and then she felt the presence of someone she knew. The images slowly started to fade. she felt herself get to closer to the person she knew was there. "Becky...." she mumbled. She got flashes of Rebecca. She could feel herself smile and her mind calmed. She was finaly able to sleep peacefuly.

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19Such sweet sorrow Empty Re: Such sweet sorrow Sun Nov 01, 2009 10:46 am

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She slowly opend her eyes and looked down at Casey as she mumbled her name. She smiled lightly then put her arm over her sholder, leaning her head on hers, and slowly fell back asleep, hopeing that she wasent causeing her any pain.

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20Such sweet sorrow Empty Re: Such sweet sorrow Tue Nov 03, 2009 9:16 am

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As She dreamt she saw two of herself. One looked happy, the other confused. In her dream happy was with Becky, and confused was all alone. Confused stared at happy and wondered why happy looked exactly like her but was so much happier than herself. Happy just kept laughing with Becky and didn't even noticed confused. Casey and Xian. Happy was Casey and confused was Xian. "Ca-sey...." Xian whispered as though she couldn't breathe. but Casey only continued to laugh with Becky not even noticing Xian fall to the ground. She knew what he dream ment. Slowly but surely Xian was disappearing....but did she want this to happen? Were all Casey's memories filled with happiness? Something in Casey's eyes told her that wasn't true. But did she want to simply forget ehr memories to make new ones possibly spending the rest of her life trying to remember who she was? Or did she want to remember what happened to Casey that made her so sad that even when she laughs and smiles her sadness is still there?

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21Such sweet sorrow Empty Re: Such sweet sorrow Thu Feb 18, 2010 4:20 am

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She slept soundly, as she drempt of the old Casey she knew. Her best firend. She missed her teribbly, but she also wanted to keep what always made her so sad from her. She wanted to help her remeber, without causeing her pain. Her best firend. Her sister. The one who was always there. The one she promised to never forget. The one she promised they would grow old togeather. She wanted to help..... She wanted to do everything she could. She wanted her casey back.... But she wanted her happy....

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22Such sweet sorrow Empty Re: Such sweet sorrow Mon Mar 15, 2010 3:49 am

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Xian jolted up and took a deep breath. That dream had felt a little too real. She shuddered and looked at Rebecca, then felt immediately calm. She smiled slightly but couldnt keep the dream and what it made her think out of her head. What did she want?

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23Such sweet sorrow Empty Re: Such sweet sorrow Tue Apr 20, 2010 10:43 pm

Miuki_Kosuki

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She still slept, and sighed, laying on the ground, and rolling onto her side curling up. She wanted Casey back, but she wanted her happy... She didnt knowwhat to do. Help her get her memory back... Or let her forget her past...

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24Such sweet sorrow Empty Re: Such sweet sorrow Fri Apr 23, 2010 6:17 am

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As Xion looked at Rebecca she couldn't help but smile. this girl had been so kind to her, and apparently she knew her before....but also when she looked at her she was filled with such an overwhelming sadness....tears filled Xion's eyes and slowly rolled down her cheeks. As soon as the first was out she couldn't stop them. her shoulders shook as she wept silently not wanting to wake becky up.

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